Feels like a breaking heart spreads out into something- maybe a breaking heart can only REST in the breaking eh? Don’t know any other route than letting it break into God. Whatever that means? The ocean of peace is here in the breaking, but sometimes the waves are pretty big and it is all okay.

The ocean doesn’t complain about the waves on top of it. Why have we humans learned to push away and be afraid of the waves?  When the waves stop the vast ocean appears so calm on top, but isn’t it calm underneath the surface as well?  We just don’t notice that.  Well the universe has presented our family with alot of waves re my husband being diagnosed with leukemia.

He looks great, feels great, just has this word labeled over his life.  ….. more later…